Continuation...

21st September 2016

Hi,


     I have returned. I've been feeling under the weather for sometime now. I came down with sore throat, flu and cough. I'm getting better though. So, for anyone who's concerned, I'm fine. After writing my blog, I felt so at ease, I finished my prep for class, yet I couldn't sleep and ended up sleeping around 3 am. *Sighs*

     Okay, so as I said, I found out that the guy was opting to get back together with his ex-girlfriend. This piece of information came to me as I was preparing for my 1st year finals. Woohoo, but yeah, tragic. His mother texted me asking if he was okay as apparently he lost his phone. (I was aware of that, he texted me through Facebook messenger for sometime) His mother knew we were quite "close" so she asked me to keep an eye on him, which I did, just to get emotionally trampled by him. (He had bad, very bad, temper problems) I wanted to give up, but again, as I valued relationships more than myself, I let him hurt me with words. I tried my level best to understand that he was hurting and that's the sole reason he was taking it all out on me.

     Days passed, and I grew more exhausted with his behavior and I poured out everything to him one day, I was stressed with finals as well, so not my fault completely. We had that rough patch between us and we didn't contact each other after that. This was around May 2016, the same time the first love of my life made an entry into my life, for the second time.

Jeng, jeng, jeng!

     My ex and I didn't take too long to reconcile as the fire of love was still burning bright within me. (The moment that I realized that I've not gotten over him, in any way!) Well, my first love story goes way back into 2015, I broke up around April, (12th April, to be accurate) and came to Moscow on October 16th. I took the whole of April to the day I reached Moscow to mourn my dead love, then. We broke up because of a reason that I wish not to discuss, well let's put it as a barrier. When we made up again on May 2016, the barrier was removed from our lives, permanently. Thus, we springed right back on the relationship. At least, the barrier was what I thought was the downhill of our relationship at that point.

Got to put a stop to the flow of words, I can't handle this right now. More to come, stay tuned.

Love,
G